well, its 2011. i don't feel any different, but i think i should. it seems like i should feel older, wiser, something...its the year i graduate high school, and start college. i should feel changed, like a new person. and i don't. and i don't know what to do about that. crap. NOTHING HAS CHANGED! i still sleep as long as possible, otto still hogs the blankets, and i still don't want to go to school. or move. or wake up. does anyone else feel like this, or is it just me?