well. school has started. and that sucks. i graduate in like 5 months. omfg. thats so wonderful and so terrifying at the same time. i mean im super glad to get out of high school and college sounds fun, but it will be hard, and then i have to get a job and be an Adult. i capitalized 'adult' because its turned into less of a state of being and more of a creature. adults aren't just grown mature people, they are completely new beings. at least the adults of my generation are. im not explaining this well. when i think of being an adult, its not unlike being a martian. some one says 'you'll be an adult soon!', and i go 'whaaaa?! thats like turning into an octopus! i cant do that!' see what i mean? it doesnt seem possible. and yet, it is coming, wether i like it or not. that is one of the most terrifying thoughts iv had in a while.
if im to be an Adult, i should learn to spell.